Lyrics All My Shit Is In My Car – JP Saxe

All my sh!t is in my car, makes me feel seventeen again
You put my drawer in a bag and my clothes on the bed
You said you’d be gone, from 12 P.M. to 4
Don’t be there when I get back and leave my key at the door

I spent three hours getting sentimental
Projecting memories on the walls
Then I raced myself in a half an hour, like I was never there at all

If I could feel
What you want me to feel, I would
What you want me to want, I would
‘Cause I don’t wanna lose you
Deeply confused, if I could choose, I would feel
What you want me to feel, I would
What you want me to want, I would
‘Cause I don’t wanna lose you
Deeply confused, if I could choose, I would

Readin’ old anniversaries letters to remind myself how it used to feel
Then old journals to remind myself how long the doubts have been real
Try to work it out in my mind, why our life doesn’t feel like mine
What if I don’t want what you want but I never stop wanting you

If I could feel
What you want me to feel, I would
What you want me to want, I would
‘Cause I don’t wanna lose you
Deeply confused, if I could choose, I would feel
What you want me to feel
That’s what I would feel, I would
What you want me to want
That’s what I would want, I would
‘Cause I don’t wanna lose you
Deeply confused, if I could choose, I would

I spent three hours getting sentimental
That’s what I would feel
Projecting memories on the walls
That’s what I would want
Then I raced myself in a half an hour
Like I was never there at all

If I could feel
What you want me to feel, I would
What you want me to want, I would
‘Cause I don’t wanna lose you
Deeply confused, if I could choose, I would…

➤ Written by Malay, John Ryan, Ian Franzino & Andrew Haas
Album: A Grey Area
Produced by Malay
JP Saxe | 2023

Lyrics If Love Ends – JP Saxe

Two hundred miles outside Chicago in the winter
I know I always say, I love the Grey Area, I didn’t mean it this way
Two hundred miles outside myself and I can’t help it
You tell me what you need, every cell inside my body says that’s who we’re gonna be

I choose closing my eyes over rocking the boat
Lost in my mind, I don’t know where I go when I follow you
When I follow you
L choose try to get .. into your comfort zone
Lost in my mind, I don’t know where I go when I follow you

If love ends, is that not what we called it anymore
If love ends, is that not what we called it anymore
If love ends, is that not what we called it anymore
If love ends, is that not what we called it anymore

I’m a people pleaser but I’m inconsistent
The part of me that’s here is fighting with the part of me that isn’t
I told myself I’d never let anybody hurt you
So what the f**k do I do if I hurt you

I choose closing my eyes over rocking the boat
Lost in my mind, I don’t know where I go when I follow you
When I follow you
L choose try to get .. into your comfort zone
Lost in my mind, I don’t know where I go when I follow you

If love ends, is that not what we called it anymore
If love ends, is that not what we called it anymore
If love ends, is that not what we called it anymore
If love ends, is that not what we called it anymore

I’m sorry that I tried to love you in a way
I couldn’t keep up, I couldn’t maintain
Would you have preferred, I never did it all
Like what was it even for

If love ends, is that not what we called it anymore
If love ends, is that not what we called it anymore…

➤ Written by Malay
Album: A Grey Area
Produced by Malay
JP Saxe | 2023

Lyrics Anywhere – JP Saxe

I know I’ve been away too long
And phone calls can’t replace my arms
I promise you, I’m coming back
You said, Then why doesn’t it feel like that

I understand why you believe
Everybody leaves
But, baby

There’s no reason to worry
No reason to be scared
No matter where I go
I’m not going anywhere
Give me the time to prove it
I know I’ll get you there
No matter where I go
I’m not going anywhere

I know you miss the way it was
That honestly makes two of us
Just know if and when you need it too
My world will have a place for you

I understand why you believe
Everybody leaves
But, baby

There’s no reason to worry
No reason to be scared
No matter where I go
I’m not going anywhere
Give me the time to prove it
I know I’ll get you there
No matter where I go
I’m not going anywhere

Ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh
Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh
I’m not going anywhere
Ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh
Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh

There’s no reason to worry
No reason to be scared
No matter where I go
I’m not going anywhere
Give me the time to prove it
I know I’ll get you there
No matter where I go
I’m not going anywhere…

➤ Written by Michael Pollack, Jordan K. Johnson, Stefan Johnson & Malay
Album: A Grey Area
Produced by Malay
JP Saxe | 2023

Lyrics Someone Else’s Home – JP Saxe

Don’t like your choices of art on the walls, but I don’t say it
It just feels unromantic to buy a painting at 3 A.M. on the internet
Like, What’s the story with this
Well, I was anxious and I couldn’t sleep so I bought some sh!t
I tried to put a sculpture in the yard once
A family memory I’d inherited
You said you hated it
Can you put it at your studio and save me the embarrassment

I still park on the street
When there’s room in the driveway
And leave my shoes at the door
Leave my doubts in my head
And I desperately downplay
How I don’t feel like me anymore

Haven’t given up on making this my own
But it’s always felt like someone else’s home
Like someone else’s home
Haven’t given up on making this my own
But it’s always felt like someone else’s home
Like someone else’s home

You want me looking at swatches and picking out tiles
I wanna go live in Peru for a while
You wanna buy houses and diversify your portfolio
I wanna get high on a jetski in Tokyo
Don’t you think we may have grown up too fast
Missed out on acting our age
Maybe we’re grown-ups to middle America
But we’re still kids in L.A.

Haven’t given up on making this my own
But it’s always felt like someone else’s home
Like someone else’s home
Haven’t given up on making this my own
But it’s always felt like someone else’s home
Like someone else’s home

I still park on the street
When there’s room in the driveway
And leave my shoes at the door
Leave my doubts in my head
And I desperately downplay
How I don’t feel like me anymore

Given up on making this my own, given up on making this my own
But it’s always felt like someone else’s home
Given up on making this my own
Given up on making this my own, given up on making this my own
But it’s always felt like someone else’s
Like someone else’s home
Someone else’s home…

➤ Written by Malay
Album: A Grey Area
Produced by Malay
JP Saxe | 2023

Lyrics Who You Thought I’d Be – JP Saxe

I picture you on a Sunday morning in a life that’s gotten simple
A book between your knees, decaf in your hands, sunlight in your dimple
You’re smiling at the world you’ve wanted as he puts his hands through your hair
No one would believe anybody else had ever even been there

He’ll love what you love and he’ll hate what you hate
When you plan out your future, he won’t hesitate
You’ll both have such deeply compatible dreams
He won’t love you more but you want the same things
His perfect version of Saturday night
Will home on the couch and in bed by nine
When he tells you he’s staying, you’ll know it’s forever this time

It’s inevitable, eventually
You’ll find who you thought I’d be

You can put me in a story about someone inconsistent
Who comes up time to time, helps you to compare
How he treats you different
You can summarize me as a phase when you were younger
A two-year growing pain, small bump in the road
That lead you to each other

He’ll love what you love and he’ll hate what you hate
When you plan out your future, he won’t hesitate
You’ll both have such deeply compatible dreams
He won’t love you more but you want the same things
His perfect version of Saturday night
Will home on the couch and in bed by nine
When he tells you he’s staying, you’ll know it’s forever this time

It’s inevitable, eventually
You’ll find who you thought I’d be

If I could, I’d give you the world
I’d be that person that you deserve
And even if it’s not by your side
I’ll always love you, now leave me behind
If I could, I’d give you the world
I’d be that person that you deserve
And even if it’s not by your side
I’ll always love you, now leave me behind…

➤ Written by Amy Allen, Malay, Ryan Marrone
Album: A Grey Area
Produced by Malay, Ryan Marrone
JP Saxe | 2023